I needed to rant

Get a job.

Get a factory job.

Sorry to say it but my asshole of a family doesn't give two shits if I happen to be medically depressed, they don't care if going in to a warehouse or a factory will send me over the edge. According to my oh so "wise" sister who gets all her money off Dad, I should stop being an attenion whore and get over myself. Or I should stop mentioning things about food and this that or the other, cos if I die no one will feel sorry for me. I don't care and they don't care, so she says stop talking then just get over yourself its your own fault if you die. The whole thing started because I don't cook and make sandwiches, so according to her I'm going to die. Yeah right I eat not that any of them give a flying fuck.

Lets see I might not have a job but according to them I'm still a lazy shit, they forget that I do the housework. Wash up the dishes, empty the bins because no one has enough brian cells to think of doing it, clean the house every friday, and I'm not the one who is too lazy to flush the damn loo.

They forget I never been unemployed as long as I have recently, six months maxium it used to be. According to them I haven't worked a day in my life and I am just a fucking bum, technically I'm not out of work completely because I still do the council work/politics. So Dad is subsiding two familes and claimed he was subsiding three people in our family, three yeah right Dad sure you are. My youngest brother and my sister are the only two who get money off you, you don't subsidide me at all you barely buy me anything cos anything I do want I get myself. About the only thing I'm taking off you is water, and electricity oh and the internet. Where is the subsiding HUH HUH?

Keep whispering about me behind my back, or insulting me to my face. Keep telling me I'm an attention whore when I ask for absolutly fucking nothing off you, keep telling me all the shit that you want me to hear. And I hate you, I hate you so fucking much. None of you know me you don't even understand me, I'm just there 99% as some non existant thing and that last 1% I'm just a shit a worthless shit.

I hate you!